Lagi-lagi karena nonton How I Met Your Mother.. I found that this is one of my favorite episode. Season 4, eps. 24 (last episode)
Hmmmh… Kita gak akan pernah tahu apa yang bakal terjadi di masa depan, kita juga ga bisa menentukan secara pasti akan jadi apa kita kelak. Still about aims and dreams..
In my plan (and also my dream), I map out that I will take my education degree until doctoral and then I become a lecturer, a friendly-humorous-sophisticated-nice- and gaul lecturer. I think that this is the most appropiate thing that can happen to me..
but also, sometimes I dream about anything else, a very great plan that I can imagine in my mind…
Then, I realize that not everything we want will be happen, or at least will be easy to be happen, it need a struggle, patient, determination, persistence, yah.. muka tembok dan tulang baja-lah..(dan pertolongan Allah tentunya)
Thus, when I see that maybe it will be a very hard chance to me to pursue my dreams,..i start thinking, what is His plan to me? I don’t know, I just try to keep positive thinking (like someone always says to me).. but sometimes it makes me so worry that I can reach all that I’ve planned..
Seperti yang terjadi di episode ini, Ted lagi mengalami tahun sialnya,.. dia dipecat dari pekerjaanya sebagai arsitek, setelah itu rancangan bangunannya ditolak oleh konsumennya, FYI si konsumen ini mesen bangunan untuk restoran dan bentuknya berupa topi kobi (aneh teeaaa). Di hari ulang tahunnya dia malah kena musibah diserang kambing betina yang galak pula (si kambing ini tidak sengaja Lily bawa ke apartemennya). Then Ted feel so down, but he still persist to do the job as an architect. Luckily, he has best friends that always support him.
this is my fav conversation..
Ted: This is a disaster. How I am to going come back from this?
Lily: Okay, I’m just goint to ask this. Do u really want to come back from this?
Ted: What’s that suppose to mean?
Lily: Architecture is killing u, Ted. and it’s killing us to watch it killing u. U’ re like the goat with the washcloth, U want it so bad, and everytime the world tries to take it away from u, u keep grabbing it. But u know what? It’s just a washcloth, why do u even want it?
Ted: Because I have to be an architect, that’s.. that’s the plan
Lily: Screw the plan. I planned on being a famous artist. Marshall planned on being an environmental lawyer, Robin planned on being a TV reporter. Barney planned on being violinist. U can ‘t design ur life like a building, it doesn’t work that way, u just have to live it and it will design itself
Ted: So what, I should just do nothing?
Lily: No, listen to what the world is telling u to do and take the leap
At the end, Ted quit to pursue his plan (to be an architect that design skycraper, museum, library, etc), he listen Lily’s advice, the become a lecturer, an architecture’s lecturer.. and because of that the he can met his wife,, (uuw uuw.. jodoh memang ga kemana, pasti ada aja jalannya).
Well, I learnt something from this..
I live my life, I’ll find out what His design to me.. (and also my family :-*)