Cross the Line

Ok, this is the biggest problem of me.

I have great dreams, I have strong motivation, I have potency.

But my mistake is, I overthink. I always think what happen next after I do this? will I pass this challange? Am I good enough? Can I? Will I? And all those questions spinning in my mind, like a disco lamp, ajep ajep ajep. That “overthink” holds me from pulling the best side of me. crapp.. This is really my big problem,.

When I am in my way, trying to reach my dream, I often get stumble with my problem, inside of me. When I thought that I already gave my best, well actually I didn’t. really shame on me. I actually scare to cross the line.

However, how hard actually to cross the line??

I think it’s really hard for Dave Levey, a Hell’s Kitchen 6 Winner.

-let’s change in Bahasa, it easier from me-

Saya menonton episode Hell’s Kitchen yang dipimpin oleh koki profesional garang sedunia, Chef Gordon Ramsay baru pada season ke -6. Awalnya saya ga begitu suka, karena setiap episode penuh dengan teriakan-teriakan dan makian kasar, grrrr… Sakit telinga dengernya. Tapi lama-lama kebiasa juga denger siksaan dari Chef Ramsay ini.

Dave Levey, salah satu kontestan di Hell’s Kitchen  musim ini berangkat dari bukan apa-apa. Bahkan di episode ke -4, Dave sudah menunjukkan gejala penurunan stamina. Tangan kirinya bermasalah. Ia diperiksa dan lengannya diberi penyangga.

Dokter lalu menghubunginya lagi, kurang lebih kata-katanya seperti ini: “ligamenmu robek, akan sulit bagimu untuk menggunakan tanganmu, ibu jarimu mungkin tidak bisa digunakan. Kamu harus dirawat, pikirkan baik-baik kondisimu”

Chef Ramsay pun berbicara serius dengannya: “Do you want to continue this? This is a big decision for you, you’ have to think it”

But Dave didn’t overthink it. He just do what his dream tell to him: “Yes, I will stay.”

Chef Ramsay mempercayai keyakinan Dave dan akhirnya memberikan perawatan untuk lengannya semaksimal mungkin agar dia bisa tetap kembali berkompetisi.

Mungkin kalau saat itu dia terlalu banyak berpikir mengenai risiko, maka dia tidak akan menjadi head chef in exclusive Araxi Restaurant & Bar in BC. Dave tidak terlalu banyak berpikir, tidak terlalu banyak bicara, he just do, do, do. He did his best and he deserved the best too.. He Crossed the line, He nailed it, he did cross the barrier line.

*I hope I can do just like Dave did* I am struggle with it.

Well, this is a good learning from me…

Suddenly, I remember Barney said to Ted: Ted you’re problem is all you do is think, think, think. I’m teaching you to do, do do.

He’s right. I am the Ted, all I do is think think think..

But at least, from now, I’m not only thinking, I also writing here, heuheuheu..

Somebody please always remind me to stay awake